DREAMMMMMM.... dream dream dream.. dreammmmm...
hahaha kinda suddenly remember the song... cause.. when i woke up..
i woke up with a nightmare dream -.-'''

Everly Brothers - All I Have To Do Is Dream ... haha save my day! hahaha.. posted the song online.. haha have a listen peeps.. anw the song is kinda retro! hahahaha!!! but tats my dad favourite!!! SO.. respect abit! hahaha

anw.. i guess the worst nightmare of all is today dreams.. ok i have to get this date down!
ON 23th of july! -.-''' guess i think too much! hahaha.. kinda ytd drink sooooo much till i don even know wad i am thinking.. reaching home at nearly 5am ytd night and i am still having headache ... luckly i nv slp at the road site huh.. haha.. ok.. don feel like saying wads the dream about.. hahaha.. i remember the time when dream.. nightmare! haha i will rang up someone phone.. and telll em i dream.. haha den keep scared scared.. haha and em will sayang and consol me telling me all is ok! l0l... lame.. like boy boy.. hahaha.. and when i wake up today.. all i do is stoning there.. didnt even know what to do!!! sweating like a dog.. haha and tell myself.. dreammmmmmmm... nth de.. sooooo yeaaa... its nth "dom dom"

AND!!! I DON LIKE RAINING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i use to... but not now!!!!!!! whenever it rains!!!!!! I WILL THINK!!! sooo much sooo much!!! use to run happily in the rain for shelter..
use to wipe a forehead.. I HATE RAINING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! DON RAIN!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhh anw.. kinda broke now already!!! seeing how all my friend showing off their busary!!!!!!!
hahahaha... i think is 1thousand 800 dollar.. damn it!!!!! I DON HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan money! hahaha!!!!!! remember i use to wait at the busary session and i will have pple giving me oreo.. hahaha! anw. $$$$$$$$ =(((( hahaha

anw thx lewis.. haha jeff bro..
he is kinda like drunk ytd and he mention about his stuff.. how hurtful it was..
7 years.. don worry lewis.. haha.. as u said.. time will heal!!! i believe u will be better..
seeing how painful he was.. i am kinda like.. cant do a single shit.. like see him wanna break down or cry liddat.. all he do is.. drinkkkkkkk.... -.-'''

anw
i miss my ipod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don have games to play.. i don have song to listen other than my hp!!!
i can only use it when i am in the lab.. or at home where there is com!!!
recently i just happen to see back stuff online... but still.. yeaaa.. cant handle it...
so as usual.. i made up my mind again!!!!! nv to see it again... i don wanna see and think...
so.. just GET OVER IT DOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i rather know nth than keep thinking..
den dreammmmmmm! hahahaha..

i am so stressss up now... i feel like going bugis to shop.. haha.. anw usually i don go bugis to shop.. cause its kinda like.. YP!!! -.-''
still.. i dunno why i have a feel to go there.. hahahahaha

anw... this is world... everything is soooooooooo fake...
some pple change.. some pple remain.. some pple go off.. some pple come in.. some live some dead.. sooo many things happen... what to do.. we just have to suck tumb..(Y)
and live with it... NO ONE LIVE FOR SOMEONE!!! we live for our own...
although i wanna be the one to share the pain.. i wanna teng.. i wanna love.. i wanna care..
i wanna be the only person to share all the pain..vent it out on me.. i be there..
I use to have been soooo happy.. sooooo xinfu.. sooo dom! haha.. everyone telling me they are soooo jealous of me..
but.. come to think of it... am i really happy... is this the life i want now..
confusion!!! yeaaaa right.. again.. suck tumb!!! just don care about any stuff!!!!!!!!!! as usual..
there was once saying "i rather lose an arguement to u than to lose u" crap.. i did self reflection on myself.. i even once wrote on a mirror b4 too.. and do self reflection on myself..
did i really change..? or did i don even know who i am... i dunno!!!!! ahhhh!!!! i am soo useless..

OK.. everyone is sooo stress up now.. soooo soooo soooo stress up... reason behind it.. why stress can cause so many stuff to happen.. to be different than b4!!! why cant just solve it..
manage to consol a gd friend of mine ytd.. sot of treat her like my small sis.. she telling me.. OLVL.. she cant take it.. and she rather don care about the other party now.. cause it happens too many time.. ok don really wanna elaborate more.. but.. after consolling her on phone ytd.. she kinda feel better i guess.. anw.. don worry.. everything will be fine!!!

i wanna be there.. reminds me of michael jackson song! haha"
whenever u need me... i'll be there.. haha.. ok random ttm!!!
alright.. 1:42 at my time now.. shld i head over to buy mee sua? haha!!!

tah tah :)

no one will ever teng u so much like how i teng u :)
cause i teng u the most! remember..

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