There is still exam for me tmr and i am blogging at 3.47am(exact timing)
gonna update my blog often.. catch me =D
GTG.. see ya...
time... zzzzzzz
timeee... zzzzzzz
timeeeee... zzzzzzzz
its been 3 years 1month +.. my laopo..
everythings happens and change too much in u that i cant seem to believe..
Haven u forgot our great memories we have..
haven u forget the days we spent tgt..
weather in nvss.. or poly.. or outside?
i miss the u. wheather in nvss.. u see or walk pass me.. u will Bua paiseh de wisper into hubby de very ear saying (i love u)
its been sooooo longg tgt.. did i really treat u.. till u said.. this r/s is a misery day for u?
u have change sooo muchhh stronger...
sooooo soooo much stronger than i expected u will be... that u dont need "PROTECTOR WEE" anymore?
i have nv been such a coward b4.. as i have let down my guts.. times and times..
For u..
how much i have learn.. the promise i gave u.."how much i will learn"
i did show u!!!!! no matter what i did.. u still will said.. i cant accept who u are..
But.. What do u want me to accept..
I remembered.. when we first went in to poly... we were quite unstable..
u are paranoid about everything in me.. afraid this and that.. and i have always put myself out of my shoes.. putting it into ur very shoes.. giving u the assurance!!! the power!!! the love!!! telling u.. "I WILL ONLY LOVE U"
enough of my craps...
Have u remembered? u telling me.. u love to cry in my shoulder.. so i would be there and hug u sooo tight and telling u.. its nth.. its nth!!! i am here.. i am here! =D
whenever u are stress.. i will always be there to give u the relax.. comfort u.. be there for u..
whenever u cry.. i will NV NV NV ever ignore u.. and no matter what!" NO MATTER WHAT"
i will still be there telling u.. its ok already.. i forgive u..
ur cries is like telling me " DOM , how dare u make ur dar cry! damn u bastard u"
and i will let go of EVERY single things just to hug and cover u up.. bathing u with my love...
in ur weakest point of time.. I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR U!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!
and at this very moment.. in my weakest point of time
i have been really shock that.. even my cries.. even letting down as a man.. and cry infront of u.. u would just ignore me already.. u will just hang up my call.. kup my call.. start to ignore my sms..
MY NATALIE.. my natalie.. my dar.. laopo.. darling.. my bee bee.. will nv do that to me..
she will nv do that to me :(
just when i need u the most.. where were u..
i am stuck here..
at this moment.. i just read finish ur bee bee diary u gave to me..
ur bee bee story telling me.. how we start.. continue continue and continue..
my love for u is tooo deeppp that i cant ever imagine we will reach till this point of time
whenever u apologise.. and cry.. i will forget u.. NO MATTER WHAT..
but as u mention in msg.. u say no matter what.. u will forgive me..
u crying and i will hug and forgive u..
me crying u will kup and ignore me...
is that how u show ur love to me?
i am sooo lost..
ni zai na li... wo yao wo de natalie back..
qiu qiu ni huan back my natalie.. plsss..
i will always be there whenever u need me..
i hope u will be there whenever i need u too..
day 1..
